Is it so much to ask for one guy who thinks I’m mother fucking worth it?!?! Goddamn it I put so much effort into these relationships, open myself up to these guys just to get fucking shit on!!! Am I fucking cursed or something?!
This one hurt. Really badly. Really fucking badly. I let myself get too close I guess.
Pretty much my last relationship, but the best thing to do is just pack your emotions up and save them for the next guy. I know it sucks but that’s all you can do. Never feel like you got too close or opened up too much, there’s no such thing. Hope you’re OK and with time I’m sure you will be.